I'm falling. Deep into the darkness. Someone has to come for my rescue, but I am too far gone. Fallen too deeply. All of a sudden, like the thunder after the lighting: I realise it wasn't darkness my eyes were closed. It wasn't a fall I was raising into the sky like a phoenix from the ashes. Oh how wonderful everything looks from up here. Problems which used to be an endless maze with no escape looking like a blowball. No I don't need to be rescued because here is where I belong. Here is where I am meant to be.